Hello bloggie.

It's been awhile since i blogged. I had lotsa things to say about my best friend, so-called my sister. 

My dearest sister Mandy Tan Jing Wei.

This morning, I had this terrible news about her... My brother were like ' Jie!!! Wei jie passed away?!' because he saw posts in facebook about her. I was shocked, confused, scared, sad, stress at the same time. I thought it was a joke... until i called Hui Hui and when she answered my call...i heard her crying on the phone. I'm so disappointed about it. I was hoping it just some kind of prank. Eventually not. :'( I instantly cried. I couldn't stop crying... until now. my eyes swell already. :'( 

Wei jie, all the memories, especially your old blog posts. I don't understand why you deleted it. Since the day you introduced me about blogger and you taught me how to use it, since then, i never stop reading your blog.. until now i still followed your blog. It's kinda sad that you deleted all your old blogs that sometimes, i would like to read it and look back all those sweet or bitter memories..and now I couldn't get to read it now and I can no longer followed you new updates. TT  

I remembered the first time we met was playing badminton at your house and I frequently go to your house to play with you even though i'm afraid of that black dog who chased me before. And there's one time you tried to protect me when that black dog chased after me. I definately gonna miss that moment staying over at your house for few days and we took pictures and selfie alottt like siao poh, heart-to-heart talks, girls talk, bake together, much more silly things we can do! We never missed each of our birthday celebration every year until you went to UK to pursue your degree. I sometimes even day dream about our future and what it gonna be.. Will it be gonna be like full of laughter and spend more time together? What job you would take.. or maybe gonna attend your wedding day one day? Watch each other grow old and having a great family. And you promised me you're coming back and meet up.. end up, i think we don't have the chance anymore. Everything just not normal to me anymore... something's missing in my life. 

Wei jie.... this is really sad... i really never expect this will happen.. I'm so heart broken. I never felt so heart broken before.. Even you're not my real sister but I treated you as one already. I love you so much. But thank you for being in the part of my life. I will always remember your sweet sweet smile... and the love you've given to me..

Rest In Peace babe~ 

Love you.

xoxo ♥